[Drowing] Mess-Up

Try hard to perfect self only to find self is the only limit.

Although was messed with the information of all kinds of media consatantly, I still keep absorbing a lot. That habit nearly drive me crazy. Or it can't be called as "habbit", it's more like obligation. Noone force me to be like this. I myself choose to plunge into the media. It's me want to work in the media. Nobody but me can solve this problem.

Last night I went to see the movie Trois Couleurs: Rouge (Red), directed by Kieslowsky. That's probably the third time to watch the film but still made me think over and over.

See, happy brought cease easily when hobby become works. It can't be blamed to anyone. I have to check my heart.

I like neatening photos in my computer every weekend and picked a few to make posters or covers. I enjoy staying up quite late in order to finish the posters.

For Wang Xin always being in the labrary and Gao Hong living in her girlfriend's dorm I live in the dorm alone. At first I feel uncomfortable being alone. By and by, the advantages flow to the surface. I don't have to put on my earphone. That quite hurts my ears. And silence do a lot favor to my study, for instance, I can read the English novel aloud without disturbing others and recite words efficiently. When I'm down, I can burst into tears without showing my weakness to others. However...It's easy to feel boring.