Ability Is kernel For me.

I've been filled with different kinds of books recently. That make me wanna keep quiet and think a lot. I consulted some film books and make a list of the books I had to read. More than 15 in all. I'm prepared to finish them before the next semester. I also listed the movies I had to see according to those books either. Maybe hundreds aggregately. From 1895 till now. I'd like to admit that there are a number of excellent films back to the end of 19th century.

In order to improve my English listening, I get up early everyday and watch Late Show or 60 Minutes on youtube. At first it was quite hard for me to watch shows or news without subtitle. I can't catch the anchor's words and often confused about what they were laughing at. By and by, almost a week later, I can understand a lot more. Sometimes it is easier for me if the conversation is slow and simple.

It became colder and colder these days in Zhuhai. I wandered how I came through it last year. The freezing wind drill through my clothes and keep me trembling. The air is damp even though the sun is still shines. I couldn't sleep well for the quilt wasn't thick enough to prevent me from the coldness. So I called my mom to send me another quilt. I cover the new quilt on the old one and feel so warm.

The economy crisis is worse than the weather. China is affected. And that calamity strike Pearl River Delta. Combined with the rise of RMB and other reasons, the crisis have made thousands of factories and firms close down. The dawnsizing had already began in the reluctantly living companies. That means our future are really in gloom. I would have to find a job if failed in the graduate school exams next years. That would be a desaster for me. I can't even think about it. Well, future is futrure, I'd better keep studying and steady my pace.

Our teacher said, untill now there are only 2 fields haven't been affected temporarily. One is Officials, the other is state schools. The increasing thought is, if I'm so hostile to the social communications but so cared about education and full of social responsibility. What about being a teacher? And I like reading books, thinking all kinds of stuffs, writing articles and talking topics I care about...Teachers can live a far more simple life than other people. What's more, they have 2 long vacations and more freedom. Then we came to the conclusion, I still have to keep studying to make sure I can go to the graduate school and work in university I wish. I hope to work in a good university via my personal ability. However I know, Guanxi can't be missing. But ability is kernel for me.